I always feel like someone, or something, is running after me.
Chasing me.
I'm sitting there, with nothing on my schedule, and I'm like: "I'm late. I'm super late."
What am I late for, I wonder?
I have to do something, I have to do a lot of stuff... I have to do anything other than what I'm doing right now.
Why?
Dissatisfaction? Anxiety?
I don't know, but I don't like it anyway.
I HAVE TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING.
I have to?
Do I want to?
What is it that I want to achieve?
It doesn't matter? Anything will do?
Isn't this the summer holiday?
Aren't I supposed to be relaxing?
"Hohoho, relaxing? What an idiot."
I'm constantly worried, for absolutely no reason, and I'm tired of it.
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